hi, my name is Kristie Abi- Najem
call me Kris or Dunia

Aby Stars is derived from my last name - Abi Najem. Najem means Star
& i do want to change it but it’s a domain i bought and am gonna stick with it for the time being

welcome to my exchange for change :)!

I realized i wanted to specialize in performance art when i was 5 years old

during my first solo dance performance in front of a large audience at the Lebanon Evangelical School for Boys & Girls
I’d get asked years later “weren’t you the girl who belly danced on stage when you were in Upper KG?” (yes, and i continued to perform dance until i was 18)

I learned Hip hop, and more dance styles at different dance schools in Lebanon like Caracalla & The Private Club

Belly dance was the style i learned by observing Arab dancers and Shakira,
I’d dance for hours on end when the house would be empty

the neighbors in the building across from us would be watching, and occasionally shining a laser into the salon where i’d be performing (creepy HAHA)

I continue to explore my belly breath dance until today (tho i did forget my passion for it for about 4 years as i navigated depression)

My love to perform expanded to include many other disciplines such as life modeling, theatre, singing, gymnastics, photography, videography, and acting

never in my life would i have thought though, that i would end up naked
in crowds, and on the internet
naked in my own space was big for me
but that’s where it started, me spending naked time with me

I studied Public Nudity at the University of Toronto after moving to Canada when i was 19
i began to understand the difference between nudity and eroticism (since at the time, i did not feel comfortable with eroticism in any sense)

So the separation was crucial to the beginning of my journey in the nude
After realizing that i loved my body naked, much more than i ever did in clothing, i started to truly understand the unique type of freedom nudity brings

or whatever that means for me

Nudity became a state i love, a state of love, to me, and those whom i love, became obstacles
starting with my father, people who used to call themselves my bestest of friends
every one faded
completely
as i continued to uncover.

I choose, as i chose then, Nakedness.

You see Nudity is not about your body shape, it’s not about the way you look naked
it’s about how you feel. And how your feelings change, as you sit with them and experience and dissect them

Nudity is the absence of context, the absence of reason, the absence of intent
nothingness

People who have feelings come up for them, as they see how i show up in my body, are not allowed to place the responsibility of managing those feelings on me
what comes up within you, when you see me show up in my body, is your responsibility, not mine.

I am currently 27, grateful to still be exploring the world through a raw nude lens, through my own eyes,
Life means nothing if i am simply mirroring other people
i might as well cease to exist, by being them
This perspective is what finally got me to stop stigmatizing my own body hair as well
after hating it for so long, epilating & waxing it before it even came out fully, i have now let it all out fully, and i absolutely love how it makes me feel

It’s been difficult, not having the support i used to have when i’d perform more socially acceptable forms of art, BUT, organic support has been blooming
and there’s something special about its unbiased nature
something uniquely reassuring
& i accept the way things have turned out to be :)!

Thank you for coming here,
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my favorite art forms are listed below:
- writing (i share my writing here)
- photography and direction
- public thinking (i share my thoughts & thought experiments on Youtube, & Only Fans)
- dancing (I share belly dancing tips & videos on Tik Tok)
painting/ drawing
- making people laugh/ being comedic
- moving my body and breath intuitively & helping others do the same (Shared on Youtube and Only Fans)
- discovering & sharing sex with self (Journey being shared on FRISK & Only Fans)
- writing arabic rap (shared on IG, Tiktok, Youtube)
- singing
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My mission since the jump of this virtual performance has been to penetrate existing media that used to make me feel like shit

to penetrate it, and the viewers of the world in a way that ends up creating a wave so big

where realer virtual representation is not only more prevalent, but more prevalent due to it becoming the trend

the most demandable

the bare minimum standard

or condition if you want

for virtual existence

sounds crazy i know, like, an “ideal version’’

a more truthful representation

maybe truth in virtue (the virtual realm) can lead to more truth in physical reality

i believe it has begun

the wave i needed to generate, and surf on, has taken its toll and people are fed up

with unrealistic representation, or, MISrepresentation

and that’s why i still do this work today, because people decided to invest in this choice

the choice to be without scripting, without referencing, without preparation, without polishing, without anything

the choice to just be

because we don’t need another place to fake it in

we need a safe place

and that’s what the internet used to be for me

a place where i don’t have to guess what people like, or expect, in order to show up perfectly for their requirements

a place where i set my own self an example

of what feels good to look at

what feels good to read

what feels good to consume

i hope to participate in making more available, healthier options for us to ingest

<3 pay attention what you pay your attention to —> read my original quotes on my “quotes” page click below